breathe.confront.embrace.be
and not too shoddy skills either, i might add ;]
love it!
lose a tooth, gain a watch haha
you rock, j!
looks like a clock on my wrist but i'm loving it!
she pointed out something interesting today. the reason why i'd always have someone love me is because i am both attractive and true. many only have one to bank on and those who rely on looks or lust will often end up losing the one they love because of the transient nature of desire. as such they can only rely on possessive love to keep their lovers but ultimately they will end up alone and possible die alone because by then their looks will no longer serve them.hmm
perhaps there is truth in that. i never really saw it that way because i did think she was a sincere and loving person, but in hindsight, maybe she was just a pretty face with deep insecurities and jealousy issues because she didn't trust anyone to love her for more than her beauty. that said, the karma will never be broken until she learns to love and care with genuine intentions, not merely to keep someone. but i guess not everyone is born to have both beauty and heart, like some of us. going by my track record, i'd say it's been pretty spot-on.looks matched with personality will always ensure deep meaningful relationships.
and i guess with that i've finally broken the burden of guilt i'd carried with me for so long, thinking i was the bad guy in the r/s when in reality i was trying my darndest to reassure her, edify her doubts and even make deep personal sacrifices for her happiness. that did take a lot of heart. now i can walk free, absolved of all the suffering i caused myself and look towards the end with my truth and light still intact. i'd say on a scale of 100 for being a damn good partner, i was at least a 95.
sidenote: stats seem to show that beautiful peeps aren't meant to have long-lasting r/s, possibly coz they will always feel like they deserve better
