lamentations of a lesbian mom

lately i've been getting random pms from my defunct fridae account from assorted women ranging 30-41 years in age, all asking the same questions about my life, all asking me out to meet for dog dates (bring your teen kids too, one proposed) coffee or even that lame ass 2queens party, to which i replied with polite excuses of disinterest.why should i make new connections so they can satisfy their curiosity? i'm no freak-show or lesbian model they can learn from because truth be told, many lesbians are truly stunted in maturity and limited in life experiences because many are just cowards hiding behind their closeted lives an an excuse to avoid actual living. i feel contempt for most of these women because they're a disgrace to womenkind in their misplaced misandry and often misguided notion of love (read possessiveness because they're afraid of losing that rare lesbian partner who actually comprehends commitment and not because of some selfish need to validate themselves as love-worthy).

i am shit sick of people in general and their disregard for sincerity and truth, i hate how they think the world is dispensible and that they mis-prioritise relationships for ambition or approval which shows that the only reason they get into relationships is for yet another selfish need on their list of goals. i think in the scale of humanity lesbians rank in the lowest common denominator because most of them are losers in all aspects -- academically, socially, and definitely morally. they treat their partners as showcase items, arm candy, or worse, a fucking wallet. at least straight women are not sneaky about their ambitions, and gay men are honest about their lust. lesbians are completely screwed up in their pettiness, insecurities, and physiques i might add. i just want to disassociate myself from the entire pathetic community.

jerks <-- lesbians --> bitches

if anyone should ask, i'll just say i'm monosexual because i'm completely unattainable and only have the capacity to love myself like no other. not in a conceited way, but just borne of dignity and self-respect, something absolutely wanting from these self-deluded whiney bunch of nobodies.