breathe.confront.embrace.be
so this arvo i had effectively given up. it was hard enug tryn to put fluids down w/o drooln, it hurt like crap coz e anti biotics r shit and the swelln isnt goin down. everytime i got uo i felt like fallng flat. i wanted to js lie down n die. then i rmb promising e kids a great weekend of beach chalet booked alrd n fireworks. the last thing i wanted was to let them down this way. so i crawled to the fridge n took out the grapes my wonderful civics class gave me yst (i still dont knw hw they found my addy) n cut them into lil pieces, pushing it thru e side of my mouth tryn to chew w what was left of my teeth, wonderful sugars.
managed to get some strength back for a quick shower, dress the wounds n pop more pills.im a junkie.ah well survival of the parent gene
