bring it

i've been lyin in bed more than 24hr w/o food.tried to drink smth but w.o a straw it imposs.so this is wat real degeneration feels like.doc calls w results of mri. it was an aneurysm induced faint.one of many to come she says.great.how wonderful to think it will get you again.entire body aches like a mofo.cldn beat yst surgery.he injected more than 20 fuckingly insane shots into my gum.i shd js asked him to kill me
.morb kps wantn to come ovr w food.why cant she understnd wat cannot eat means.my mouth is literally stitched shut

im done.im nt goin to move.js bring it the fuck on.one can dehydrate in 2 days.im shit sick of suffering n mindless medicines.it messes w e outcome.bye all.had a good life.2011 was a fuckin excption.started with a scald,breakup then this face breakn.its all abt pain.whoneeds nymore where im goingone