lip service.

that defines my daily routines.i feel like im merely fulfilling my duties,but really just withdrawn most of the time.tried to muster some semblance of concern for students today but i really wanted to say,i don't give a toss.what's happening to me?perhaps this physical fatigue is affecting my general outlook.the only thing i look fwd to is time w kids, planning vacations and getting to the end. i look at planes taking off with the same longing as the obit pages.both departures and journeys.
nothing else interests me.

looking forward to rewards for the kids:

for jo

for jil


for all

i amazed myself by moving the entire sofa bed out of the home on my own.inner chi indeed.good riddance to that thing,it reeked of lex pee n was furrier than her