tired.

feeling so exhausted today.body's in some weird sleep mode and sluggish. emotionally numb. i can't shake it but i keep telling myself to hang on for another year. and then i seriously want to go. it's not in a depressing way but a clarity that i've done enough here. i look at peeps with such bored detachment. i don't feel like even mustering the social side of me to smile. i think it's really time.