cycles.

spent the morning counselling a student about her r/s with her gf.yup patron agony aunt of lesbo angst it seems.
some point, i shared about my own, something about how from 16 - 21 they will change.haha good to know my personal pain can be channeled to alleviating that of another.

went for a fag after, feeling odd. i guess the memories were mostly sweet, least before she started working and uni. they were mostly pure and sincere. with no hidden agenda or ulterior motives.time and circumstance again,those evil bitches.they mess with anything you think can remain in its lovely state.which is another piece of advice i dispensed to the student.nothing is written in stone yada3

i'm so jaded.i just want to steer from emotional entanglements.mild fleeting flirtations will suffice.they're good for the vanity which in itself is a transient need.i'm officially done with life in any case.

namaste.