closer.

with each passing day, it's getting clearer on what must be done.
everything around me lacks flavour, disinterests me.
i even see the bleakness for my own kids -- the forgone conclusion of suffering and false hopes.
perhaps the mayan notion of 2012 isn't so bad.

i've settled my scores and made peace with every possible channel so i'm good to go, anytime.
irony is the more you value something, the greater the chance of losing it. inversely the same applies.
the human condition.bah

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Causal determinism: the concept that events within a given paradigm are bound by causality in such a way that any state (of an object or event) is completely, or at least to some large degree, determined by prior states.